This one is really hard but I feel like, if you have a favorite song, you should probably know ALL of the lyrics, no? lol... sooo here it is:
My Petition by Jill Scott
You say you mean good for me
But you don't do it
You say you have a plan but you just don't go thru with it
You say you know the way to go
And I should follow
But all of your empty promises
Leave me hollow
And oh
How do I trust you
How do I love you
When you
Lie to me repeatedly
And oh
How do I have faith, in you
When you just don't come thru
Like you say you could
Oh, say can you see [2x]
You say that I'm wrong for
Stating my opinion to you
You say that I'm wrong and there'll be quiet consequences too
But I know my rights babe
There'll be no law abridging
The freedom of my speech
Or the right for me to petition for a remedy of grievances
And I want to trust you
I want to love yeah
But you lie to me repeatedly
And oh I want to have faith in you
But you just don't come thru
Like you said you could
Oh say can you see
Hmmm
I want fresh fruit, clean water,
Air that I don't see
I want the feeling of being safe on my streets
I want my children to be smarter than me
I want, I want to feel
I want to feel, I want to feel free
For real ya'll
I'm just telling you so you know
I want to, I want to have faith in you
I really do but you keep lying to me
It hurts
I believe, I believe you owe it me
Give it to me like you said you would
Hmmm
Oh say can you see
Hmmm
Oh say can you see
Oohh say can you see
Hmmm
By the dawn's early light
There it is:) If you have a chance, i suggest that you go & listen to it... i enjoy her songs mostly because they're deep & she's really soulful in whatever she's talking about.. i think i really loved this song mostly because it helped me get over a tough break-up soooo yeahhh.. lol it doesn't apply to anything right now bc my bf is sooo wonderful:) anywho, have a great day.. love yous! uuuuuuummmmaaaahhhhsssss...
stay tuned for tomorrow's challenge blog... *hopefully*
byeee:)
Tuesday, June 14, 2011
30 Day Blog Challenge
Sooooo... i'm thinking about starting the 30-Day Blog Challenge.. here's one that i found online but i'm not sure if this is the one i want to do bc i know there's some different ones here & there... hmmmm... so here's the list... lmk what you think... i think i'll just start with the first one & see what i think.. if not, i'll just do the "whenever-i-feel-like-it" challenge.. that sounds even cooler:)
**30-Day Blog Challenge**
**30-Day Blog Challenge**
| Day 1 – your favorite song |
| Day 2 – your favorite movie |
| Day 3 – your favorite television program |
| Day 4 – your favorite book |
| Day 5 – your favorite quote |
| Day 6 – 20 of my favorite things |
| Day 7 – a photo that makes you happy |
| Day 8 – a photo that makes you angry/sad |
| Day 9 – a photo you took |
| Day 10 – a photo taken over 10 years ago of you |
| Day 11 – a photo of you recently |
| Day 12 – something you are OCD about |
| Day 13 – a fictional book |
| Day 14 – a non-fictional book |
| Day 15 – your dream house |
| Day 16 – a song that makes you cry (or nearly) |
| Day 17 – an art piece (drawing, sculpture, painting, etc) |
| Day 18 – my wedding/future wedding/past wedding |
| Day 19 – a talent of yours |
| Day 20 – a hobby of yours |
| Day 21 – a recipe |
| Day 22 – a website |
| Day 23 – a youtube video |
| Day 24 – where I live |
| Day 25 – your day, in great detail |
| Day 26 – your week, in great detail |
| Day 27 – my worst habit |
| Day 28 – whats in my handbag/purse |
| Day 29 – hopes,dreams and plans for the next 365 days |
| Day 30 – a dream for the future |
ohhhh kaaaayyyy:)
Soooo.. my boyfriend has gone home for the night.. ((which is weird because he usually spends every waking moment by my side..)) I'm kind of at a loss of what to do cuz I've never had THIS MUCH free time to myself at home... lol sad, yes, but sometimes he can be a bit needy if you get my drift.. you don't? Ohh.. well, let me fill you in;)
((This is just a little info about me.. Just bc I want to let the whole world know what my life is like.. I feel like it's kinda interesting, but eh.. i guess everyone does.. haha..))
I was always the girl that was kinda the black sheep.. Ever since I was a youngin', my grandmothers & aunties would tell me I was chubby & compare me to my sisters..
When I started school, I was always the "black girl" --which is super hilarious bc i'm not of african-american decent in the least (no offense intended, btw)-- & the chubby, shy girl.. I remember these two girls laughing at me one day at recess.. They were twins & had blonde hair & blue eyes & always wore the right clothes & all the boys liked them.. One day they asked me to play with them &, like the gullible little girl I was, I accepted their invitation... However, to my surprise, they ditched me & went back to their friends in the corner & pointed & laughed at me.. I recall running away & trying not to cry in front of them but as soon as i got to the bathroom stall, i let it all out....
Another funny incident happened after a rainy day.. I went to play kickball cuz there were some new boys that moved in around the corner It was like that for a couple of years at that school... i had some friends, but most kids kinda just looked at me funny because i was a different color than they were -- plus, we lived in holliday sooooo there weren't many brown ppl over yonder..
When I turned 8 years old, i was baptized @ the tabernacle:) it was sooo exciting! a couple months after that, mum & dad told us that we were going to be moving.. it was hard because around that time, our grandpa that we stayed with was getting sick.. we stayed there until he passed away a couple of weeks later then moved to our new house..
The new place was kinda like the old one, in that we were still pretty much one of the only brown kids in school but it was a little better bc we got to go to school with our cousins.. but hey! we got our own rooms!! Yayyy:)
This new school was nice too but me, being a tomboy, liked to play kick ball & whatever else i could do to show the boys up.. ((don't ask me why i did.. it was my father's fault.. lol..))
i played kickball with this group once & there was only one or two other girls that were playing, so i thought i'd try to show off my awesome skills & play.. i was outfield first & lucky me, the first pitch gets kicked to me so i run to catch it.. to my utter disappointment, i drop it!! ach:( it was so horrible.. lol.. after that, the kids called me "Butterfingers".. that only lasted one play.. then we were up to kick & when my turn came, i wanted to get rid of the stereotype they'd so quickly put me in.. i told the pitcher to roll it really slow so i could get my speed up.. i wound up & BAM! it was outta the park!! it was sooooo great:) everyone on my team was impressed & they all patted me on the back for a job well done.. **lol i just realized that sounded like i was their pet horse or something..** anywho, i can't really think of anything else to write about my *amazingly interesting* childhood so i think i'll stop right there... comments? concerns? questions? lol.. hit me up:) i'd be happy to share another, but for now that's the happy ending.. until next time i decide to be so informal with my life as a little tomboy.. lol..
((This is just a little info about me.. Just bc I want to let the whole world know what my life is like.. I feel like it's kinda interesting, but eh.. i guess everyone does.. haha..))
I was always the girl that was kinda the black sheep.. Ever since I was a youngin', my grandmothers & aunties would tell me I was chubby & compare me to my sisters..
When I started school, I was always the "black girl" --which is super hilarious bc i'm not of african-american decent in the least (no offense intended, btw)-- & the chubby, shy girl.. I remember these two girls laughing at me one day at recess.. They were twins & had blonde hair & blue eyes & always wore the right clothes & all the boys liked them.. One day they asked me to play with them &, like the gullible little girl I was, I accepted their invitation... However, to my surprise, they ditched me & went back to their friends in the corner & pointed & laughed at me.. I recall running away & trying not to cry in front of them but as soon as i got to the bathroom stall, i let it all out....
Another funny incident happened after a rainy day.. I went to play kickball cuz there were some new boys that moved in around the corner It was like that for a couple of years at that school... i had some friends, but most kids kinda just looked at me funny because i was a different color than they were -- plus, we lived in holliday sooooo there weren't many brown ppl over yonder..
When I turned 8 years old, i was baptized @ the tabernacle:) it was sooo exciting! a couple months after that, mum & dad told us that we were going to be moving.. it was hard because around that time, our grandpa that we stayed with was getting sick.. we stayed there until he passed away a couple of weeks later then moved to our new house..
The new place was kinda like the old one, in that we were still pretty much one of the only brown kids in school but it was a little better bc we got to go to school with our cousins.. but hey! we got our own rooms!! Yayyy:)
This new school was nice too but me, being a tomboy, liked to play kick ball & whatever else i could do to show the boys up.. ((don't ask me why i did.. it was my father's fault.. lol..))
i played kickball with this group once & there was only one or two other girls that were playing, so i thought i'd try to show off my awesome skills & play.. i was outfield first & lucky me, the first pitch gets kicked to me so i run to catch it.. to my utter disappointment, i drop it!! ach:( it was so horrible.. lol.. after that, the kids called me "Butterfingers".. that only lasted one play.. then we were up to kick & when my turn came, i wanted to get rid of the stereotype they'd so quickly put me in.. i told the pitcher to roll it really slow so i could get my speed up.. i wound up & BAM! it was outta the park!! it was sooooo great:) everyone on my team was impressed & they all patted me on the back for a job well done.. **lol i just realized that sounded like i was their pet horse or something..** anywho, i can't really think of anything else to write about my *amazingly interesting* childhood so i think i'll stop right there... comments? concerns? questions? lol.. hit me up:) i'd be happy to share another, but for now that's the happy ending.. until next time i decide to be so informal with my life as a little tomboy.. lol..
Sunday, June 5, 2011
JEEPERS CREEPERS!!
Following in suit with my girls, I'm gonna have to talk about the "creepers" downstairs... lol... you know how there's the Addams Family? Weeeellllll, there's this group at work we like to consider our own, per se.. (Actually, I just call them "The People Under the Stairs"..)........
Let's get started, shall we? Lol...
"Creepy Daddy" is funny... He likes to wear his sunglasses while he drives the forklift around the warehouse like he has a 24/7 hangover or something... he walks with such panache and grandeur that it's unmistakeable--he's the Big Man on Campus...
"Creepy Mommy" is very loving. He goes around all day and hugs ALL the boys in the warehouse, gives them sound advice and sends them on their way. Yes, he may not be the prettiest thing in the world but he makes the most of what he has with that bald head of his. He makes up for it by the pleasure he receives from all the tender lovin' he gets, even though he has someone at home that would probably be mighty jealous if she ever knew what happened. Oh well. C'est la vie!
"Creepstahz": Ok, I'm just going to pile all of these guys into a group bc they all belong together...
There's Creepy Big Eyes.. he's actually pretty cool, once you get to know him; however, he's in love with Regina, so he's off limits to Karen & I...
Then there's Creepy Muscles... He was cool at first, but more & more I feel weirded out by him.. Like when he was trying to smell my hair.. Idk... Maybe I'm just imagining things, but honestly I wouldn't want to get in his girlfriend's way.. She looks like she wanna kill somebody every time I see her... (she probably has already!) Besides that, a very (un)reliable source told us that he's abusive.. I guess that's why he has that scar... hmmmmm...
Creepy Giant is just what his name portrays him to be.. He will go to great lengths to ask you out.. His pick-up line is pretty simple though.. He asks if you like rap then he tells you to come to his show.. very very suave if you ask me... He doesn't get many positive results but hey! It's the fact that he's persistent that is (un)impressive! Lol....
Creepy Mario hasn't been with us for a while... supposedly, he isn't a citizen & doesn't have his green card (another tell-tale from a very [un]reliable source) sooo yeahhh... Well, he has hair long enough to braid.. and Creepy Mommy LOVES HIM TO DEATH.... he really wants to take him home braid his hair.... we can tell because he gives him public bear hugs & everyone gets really jealous of those.. lol..
Hmmmmm.... I can't think of any more soooo I guess I'll just move on the the girls...
(Plz lmk girls whom I have missed!!)
"I-think-I'm-the-flyest-*ish-there-ever-was-Creepers" Okkkkk, these ones have been the talk of the town lately & I felt obligated to tell you about them-so you should feel lucky!
Creepy Weave is ummmmmm.... how can I say this nicely.....???? Ok, I can't... lol... She a freak! Lol.. she's pretty much a buttaface.. (For those of you that don't know what that means, it's someone who looks good with everything BUT HER FACE..) or maybe in this case, it's her hair..? She is probably the only person I've seen (and I'm being ignorant because I've never been to the "Dirty Souf" before) that changes her weave once or twice every pay period.... Not that I oppose girls that have weaves cuz sometimes it looks pretty... However, on this girl... not so much... One weave looked like the wig that Ben Stiller posed on 'Zoolander'... so we've donned her said nickname.. I'm pretty sure that she's heard us laughing but I really can't help it... besides the fact that she's done the dutty dutty with our boy Creepy Big Eyes, she kinda walks around like she's the *ish & I don't necessarily like girls like that... I'm sure if I got to know her, maybe I would get to liking her but I really can't stand her laugh!!! That's probably the most annoying thing about her to me.... ANYWAYS, enough banter... onto the next & final candidate we have selected...
Ugly Liar--you know Beyonce & Shakira's song, Beautiful Liar? Well, this girl doesn't fit into that category. I'm thinking that she portrays herself pretty highly bc she's ALWAYS, ALWAYS, ALWAYS talking herself up about boys that like her & boys that wanna get with her and everything... Although, she never talks like that in front of Karen & I... Only in front of Regina... And another friend of mine.. We'll call her.... Kati.. She seems to only do so in front of girls she *thinks* have low self-esteem or who aren't committed, which doesn't make any sense to me but maybe she gets off on bringing people down just to bring herself up... She's not cute & she has HUGE thighs that don't fit her body... ((OMG, I'm being so rude right now, but it feels SO GOOD!!!! LOL)) But the thing that annoys me most is that she's the BIGGEST LIAR I'VE EVER MET!!!!!! Honestly, how do you move to a different state and try & convince girls that every fine guy on fb wants you?? How do you go around, trying to befriend girls & get closer to them just to get at their brothers?? How can you honestly bring other girls down & tell them ALL THE TIME you're together that this guy wants you & talk about how he's texting you all night just so you can step your way up to the top?? THAT'S JUST NOT RIGHT!!!!! UGHHHHH.. if ever there was anyone I disliked in this world, it's girls like you! Ok, I'm an acquaintance of yours but it doesn't mean we're ever going to be good friends.. actually, i feel more sorry for you than anything because you feel you have to do what you do.... maybe you're a chronic liar? idk... but i don't really want to know... once a liar, ALWAYS a liar in your case..... I'm done! Enough wasting my time talking about you-cuz you're going to get yours, sooner or later... Karma really IS a Beezie.... i just hope she's not too harsh on you....
HOIIIIII ok, i'm really done this time... i hope i didn't sound like too much of a maniac concerning that last one... i'm just really passionate when it comes to bullies...
Hoping i didn't waste too much of your time! I love ma ro'dawgs to the fullest:) have a grand day & i'll try to get the next one out asap:) uummmaahhhzzzz....
Let's get started, shall we? Lol...
"Creepy Daddy" is funny... He likes to wear his sunglasses while he drives the forklift around the warehouse like he has a 24/7 hangover or something... he walks with such panache and grandeur that it's unmistakeable--he's the Big Man on Campus...
"Creepy Mommy" is very loving. He goes around all day and hugs ALL the boys in the warehouse, gives them sound advice and sends them on their way. Yes, he may not be the prettiest thing in the world but he makes the most of what he has with that bald head of his. He makes up for it by the pleasure he receives from all the tender lovin' he gets, even though he has someone at home that would probably be mighty jealous if she ever knew what happened. Oh well. C'est la vie!
"Creepstahz": Ok, I'm just going to pile all of these guys into a group bc they all belong together...
There's Creepy Big Eyes.. he's actually pretty cool, once you get to know him; however, he's in love with Regina, so he's off limits to Karen & I...
Then there's Creepy Muscles... He was cool at first, but more & more I feel weirded out by him.. Like when he was trying to smell my hair.. Idk... Maybe I'm just imagining things, but honestly I wouldn't want to get in his girlfriend's way.. She looks like she wanna kill somebody every time I see her... (she probably has already!) Besides that, a very (un)reliable source told us that he's abusive.. I guess that's why he has that scar... hmmmmm...
Creepy Giant is just what his name portrays him to be.. He will go to great lengths to ask you out.. His pick-up line is pretty simple though.. He asks if you like rap then he tells you to come to his show.. very very suave if you ask me... He doesn't get many positive results but hey! It's the fact that he's persistent that is (un)impressive! Lol....
Creepy Mario hasn't been with us for a while... supposedly, he isn't a citizen & doesn't have his green card (another tell-tale from a very [un]reliable source) sooo yeahhh... Well, he has hair long enough to braid.. and Creepy Mommy LOVES HIM TO DEATH.... he really wants to take him home braid his hair.... we can tell because he gives him public bear hugs & everyone gets really jealous of those.. lol..
Hmmmmm.... I can't think of any more soooo I guess I'll just move on the the girls...
(Plz lmk girls whom I have missed!!)
"I-think-I'm-the-flyest-*ish-there-ever-was-Creepers" Okkkkk, these ones have been the talk of the town lately & I felt obligated to tell you about them-so you should feel lucky!
Creepy Weave is ummmmmm.... how can I say this nicely.....???? Ok, I can't... lol... She a freak! Lol.. she's pretty much a buttaface.. (For those of you that don't know what that means, it's someone who looks good with everything BUT HER FACE..) or maybe in this case, it's her hair..? She is probably the only person I've seen (and I'm being ignorant because I've never been to the "Dirty Souf" before) that changes her weave once or twice every pay period.... Not that I oppose girls that have weaves cuz sometimes it looks pretty... However, on this girl... not so much... One weave looked like the wig that Ben Stiller posed on 'Zoolander'... so we've donned her said nickname.. I'm pretty sure that she's heard us laughing but I really can't help it... besides the fact that she's done the dutty dutty with our boy Creepy Big Eyes, she kinda walks around like she's the *ish & I don't necessarily like girls like that... I'm sure if I got to know her, maybe I would get to liking her but I really can't stand her laugh!!! That's probably the most annoying thing about her to me.... ANYWAYS, enough banter... onto the next & final candidate we have selected...
Ugly Liar--you know Beyonce & Shakira's song, Beautiful Liar? Well, this girl doesn't fit into that category. I'm thinking that she portrays herself pretty highly bc she's ALWAYS, ALWAYS, ALWAYS talking herself up about boys that like her & boys that wanna get with her and everything... Although, she never talks like that in front of Karen & I... Only in front of Regina... And another friend of mine.. We'll call her.... Kati.. She seems to only do so in front of girls she *thinks* have low self-esteem or who aren't committed, which doesn't make any sense to me but maybe she gets off on bringing people down just to bring herself up... She's not cute & she has HUGE thighs that don't fit her body... ((OMG, I'm being so rude right now, but it feels SO GOOD!!!! LOL)) But the thing that annoys me most is that she's the BIGGEST LIAR I'VE EVER MET!!!!!! Honestly, how do you move to a different state and try & convince girls that every fine guy on fb wants you?? How do you go around, trying to befriend girls & get closer to them just to get at their brothers?? How can you honestly bring other girls down & tell them ALL THE TIME you're together that this guy wants you & talk about how he's texting you all night just so you can step your way up to the top?? THAT'S JUST NOT RIGHT!!!!! UGHHHHH.. if ever there was anyone I disliked in this world, it's girls like you! Ok, I'm an acquaintance of yours but it doesn't mean we're ever going to be good friends.. actually, i feel more sorry for you than anything because you feel you have to do what you do.... maybe you're a chronic liar? idk... but i don't really want to know... once a liar, ALWAYS a liar in your case..... I'm done! Enough wasting my time talking about you-cuz you're going to get yours, sooner or later... Karma really IS a Beezie.... i just hope she's not too harsh on you....
HOIIIIII ok, i'm really done this time... i hope i didn't sound like too much of a maniac concerning that last one... i'm just really passionate when it comes to bullies...
Hoping i didn't waste too much of your time! I love ma ro'dawgs to the fullest:) have a grand day & i'll try to get the next one out asap:) uummmaahhhzzzz....
Wednesday, June 1, 2011
Haus Krew Beezies!!!
Well, well, well... here we are..FiNALLY, aye girls???? lol..... it's been a while since i've done this so here i go.. we've created this "krew".. however, we (my girls & i) are NOT in this group.. we've donned the responsibility of "royalty" to a group of boys we *absolutely adore*.. ((note the utter and desparaging SARCASM of the tone in which this blog is written))
now, off to the description of those within the infamous "House Krew"..
*Fale* is the BEST smooth-talking fob i've ever met in my entire life.... lol... i don't know where he gets his lessons... he's got game up the wah-zoo..
*Mr. Smoovie* is pretty smooth himself.. he's the one that we ALL agreed on.. he's pretty much the only one we'd ever go for out of all of them.. i guess that says something about him, right? wrong.. he's just the most kick back out of all of them but it doesn't help the fact that he's the champion at staring contests...
*Fale Swagg* is... well..... i don't really have any words for this one.. all i know is that he's in love with **REGINA**.... yeah, that's right, Regina! I said it! Once & for all, LET HIM INTO YOUR HEART!! Bahahahahahahaaaa....
and last, but not least -- *Fale ANNOYING!!* ok, maybe he's not annoying anymore... besides, he's in LOVE with me:) LOL! nahhhhhh.. he's really not.. i'm not his type.. i mean, just because a girl is nice to you doesn't mean that she likes you.... and just because i talk dirty doesn't mean i like to sleep around with EVERYONE.... ((IRRELEVANT, i know girls but just had to get it out there.. lol..))
OK i'm done... no, really though, i'm not done.. mehhhh... k really, i'm done.. thanks for listening... tune in next time for the long-awaited rant of "the boys downstairs"......
love,
me:)
now, off to the description of those within the infamous "House Krew"..
*Fale* is the BEST smooth-talking fob i've ever met in my entire life.... lol... i don't know where he gets his lessons... he's got game up the wah-zoo..
*Mr. Smoovie* is pretty smooth himself.. he's the one that we ALL agreed on.. he's pretty much the only one we'd ever go for out of all of them.. i guess that says something about him, right? wrong.. he's just the most kick back out of all of them but it doesn't help the fact that he's the champion at staring contests...
*Fale Swagg* is... well..... i don't really have any words for this one.. all i know is that he's in love with **REGINA**.... yeah, that's right, Regina! I said it! Once & for all, LET HIM INTO YOUR HEART!! Bahahahahahahaaaa....
and last, but not least -- *Fale ANNOYING!!* ok, maybe he's not annoying anymore... besides, he's in LOVE with me:) LOL! nahhhhhh.. he's really not.. i'm not his type.. i mean, just because a girl is nice to you doesn't mean that she likes you.... and just because i talk dirty doesn't mean i like to sleep around with EVERYONE.... ((IRRELEVANT, i know girls but just had to get it out there.. lol..))
OK i'm done... no, really though, i'm not done.. mehhhh... k really, i'm done.. thanks for listening... tune in next time for the long-awaited rant of "the boys downstairs"......
love,
me:)
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