Stupid is as stupid does!

The great and- somewhat surprisingly sensible- words of the infamous Forest Gump come to mind as I recollect what this past year was to me. Honestly, I can say that I never thought I would EVER do some of the things I did.. I never thought I would EVER make some of the decisions I made -- but, through it all -- I survived; and that's what I have to show for it all. Survival. Such a trivial word, but a meaningful one at that. I truly did survive this past year -- emotionally, physically and spiritually, most of all. Let's just say that I have learned a LOT and it has been rewarding, in that I have a lot more to think about than I ever thought I would at my age.
This year has been very different from what I had supposed it would but it's been good, nonetheless. We (as in, Ben & I) have been more aware of what we're going through as a couple and as individuals. That's saying a lot as we have only been together for about a year and a half. I think that as we go along with our lives together, we'll be better prepared from what we have learned just this small amount of time being in this relationship.
I have been wanting to get all of this off of my chest for a while now! ((Mostly for my girls from Humanitarian! You know who you is! Lol...)) Now that I have, I think I feel a bit better...
This year is a big one for everyone & I feel that it is going to be essential to our growth....
Good luck with whatever you plan on accomplishing this year! Know that I am RIGHT there with you! WE CAN DO IT!!!

I love you all & I plan to be on here more often, as it is a way to express my love & appreciation for those in my life & also to get things off my chest -- isn't that what we're ALL here for?! Hahhaha...

Goodnight my loves:)

Until next time......

whoooo...

wowwww... i didn't realize it's been SOOOO long since i've blogged.. sooo i'm starting over again...

i mean, not really... lol you know what i mean...

sooooo back to it -- Ben & I ARE GETTING MARRIED!! We just don't know when.. i don't think i can wait ANOTHER year to be with him like that... i want him to sleep over every night but that's not very respectful, as my father puts it..

soooo yeaaahhhh... i'll let you know when... & if... ahahah jk no 'if' involved -- whatsoever!!

i'm here, at this temp job - working only a 1 day assignment.. who does that?! lol! it's really chill... honestly, i've only had to answer like 10 calls this whole day.. 8 - 5 sooo yeah! it's pretty awesome... i wish it was really where i worked but eh -- they have an interview with ITT Tech for tomorrow so we'll see how that goes... i'm going to be starting again on my 30-day challenge so i'll be motivated to do SOMETHING!!

Anywho, i miss you girls:( like a LOT, a lot... i hope you're doing alright... i need to fb you more often... i tried to apply for that job but they haven't called me back sooo yeahhhh.... ohhh well, this thing is working out too.... hahaha..

love yous!!!

Ok nveemmmm..

Lol I know, I know.. I said that Ben & I are going to get married but we met with the bishop again & I couldn't get it through my head! Sooooo we talked about it again & I think we're going to wait to get married in the temple! Idk.. With my trip out here, I've been feening for him more & more & idk if we can wait that long! So here I am, stewing thought, trying to decide what'll be better for us-to just get married now or to wait.. Hoiiiii.. Heaven help us! Haha..

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It's all outta the box now!

Sooooo I'm in Sin City.. (Vegas for those of u who aren't familiar with the terminology..) And I'm BORED OUTTA MY MIND!! my sister's car is down so we've been home pretty much all day.. She was saying we were gonna do so much when I got here but we haven't done much of anything:( I wanna come home! Besides that, I miss my bf.. It's almost been a year since we've been together! Crazy.. Anywho, I miss u girls! Work is ok out here.. Just different.. I come home, mentally tired everyday rather than physically.. Hopefully I'm not out here TOO long.. Luvs, hugs & thugs for life! <3 jazzy

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Hooray!!!

Sooooo Ben & I met with bishop yesterday.... We're going you get married! I know, I know.. My parents are going to be SUPER disappointed, but hey- we gotta do right by the Lord & it's too hard to stop.. We've tried again & again but the bishop said the best thing for us would just be to get married.. So the next time we meet with him, we have to give him a date! Any ideas?..

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Wowzers..

I didn't know that I hadn't written in almost a month before this last time I wrote & also forgot that I started a challenge aha sooooo this next one I'll start that up again.. Maybe it won't be 30 days like it says, but I'm going to get it done:) also, just to add, ben & I are going to get hitched! We're going to talk to bishop on Sunday & then talk to my parents probably.. Ugh, I know they're going to be super disappointed:( but I guess I need to be thinking more about our salvation than their approval.. Hoiiii just trying to make myself feel better before I throw up about how scared I am..

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U.know.what.it.izzzz!

Work, work, work.. All I do is work! Lol jk.. I think I've got a new pep in my step! I'm going to go to Hawaii! I just decided this past weekend & i feel like I'm on top of the world! Yay for new adventures!

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