The great and- somewhat surprisingly sensible- words of the infamous Forest Gump come to mind as I recollect what this past year was to me. Honestly, I can say that I never thought I would EVER do some of the things I did.. I never thought I would EVER make some of the decisions I made -- but, through it all -- I survived; and that's what I have to show for it all. Survival. Such a trivial word, but a meaningful one at that. I truly did survive this past year -- emotionally, physically and spiritually, most of all. Let's just say that I have learned a LOT and it has been rewarding, in that I have a lot more to think about than I ever thought I would at my age.
This year has been very different from what I had supposed it would but it's been good, nonetheless. We (as in, Ben & I) have been more aware of what we're going through as a couple and as individuals. That's saying a lot as we have only been together for about a year and a half. I think that as we go along with our lives together, we'll be better prepared from what we have learned just this small amount of time being in this relationship.
I have been wanting to get all of this off of my chest for a while now! ((Mostly for my girls from Humanitarian! You know who you is! Lol...)) Now that I have, I think I feel a bit better...
This year is a big one for everyone & I feel that it is going to be essential to our growth....
Good luck with whatever you plan on accomplishing this year! Know that I am RIGHT there with you! WE CAN DO IT!!!
I love you all & I plan to be on here more often, as it is a way to express my love & appreciation for those in my life & also to get things off my chest -- isn't that what we're ALL here for?! Hahhaha...
Goodnight my loves:)
Until next time......
