whoooo...

wowwww... i didn't realize it's been SOOOO long since i've blogged.. sooo i'm starting over again...

i mean, not really... lol you know what i mean...

sooooo back to it -- Ben & I ARE GETTING MARRIED!! We just don't know when.. i don't think i can wait ANOTHER year to be with him like that... i want him to sleep over every night but that's not very respectful, as my father puts it..

soooo yeaaahhhh... i'll let you know when... & if... ahahah jk no 'if' involved -- whatsoever!!

i'm here, at this temp job - working only a 1 day assignment.. who does that?! lol! it's really chill... honestly, i've only had to answer like 10 calls this whole day.. 8 - 5 sooo yeah! it's pretty awesome... i wish it was really where i worked but eh -- they have an interview with ITT Tech for tomorrow so we'll see how that goes... i'm going to be starting again on my 30-day challenge so i'll be motivated to do SOMETHING!!

Anywho, i miss you girls:( like a LOT, a lot... i hope you're doing alright... i need to fb you more often... i tried to apply for that job but they haven't called me back sooo yeahhhh.... ohhh well, this thing is working out too.... hahaha..

love yous!!!

Ok nveemmmm..

Lol I know, I know.. I said that Ben & I are going to get married but we met with the bishop again & I couldn't get it through my head! Sooooo we talked about it again & I think we're going to wait to get married in the temple! Idk.. With my trip out here, I've been feening for him more & more & idk if we can wait that long! So here I am, stewing thought, trying to decide what'll be better for us-to just get married now or to wait.. Hoiiiii.. Heaven help us! Haha..

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It's all outta the box now!

Sooooo I'm in Sin City.. (Vegas for those of u who aren't familiar with the terminology..) And I'm BORED OUTTA MY MIND!! my sister's car is down so we've been home pretty much all day.. She was saying we were gonna do so much when I got here but we haven't done much of anything:( I wanna come home! Besides that, I miss my bf.. It's almost been a year since we've been together! Crazy.. Anywho, I miss u girls! Work is ok out here.. Just different.. I come home, mentally tired everyday rather than physically.. Hopefully I'm not out here TOO long.. Luvs, hugs & thugs for life! <3 jazzy

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Hooray!!!

Sooooo Ben & I met with bishop yesterday.... We're going you get married! I know, I know.. My parents are going to be SUPER disappointed, but hey- we gotta do right by the Lord & it's too hard to stop.. We've tried again & again but the bishop said the best thing for us would just be to get married.. So the next time we meet with him, we have to give him a date! Any ideas?..

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Wowzers..

I didn't know that I hadn't written in almost a month before this last time I wrote & also forgot that I started a challenge aha sooooo this next one I'll start that up again.. Maybe it won't be 30 days like it says, but I'm going to get it done:) also, just to add, ben & I are going to get hitched! We're going to talk to bishop on Sunday & then talk to my parents probably.. Ugh, I know they're going to be super disappointed:( but I guess I need to be thinking more about our salvation than their approval.. Hoiiii just trying to make myself feel better before I throw up about how scared I am..

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U.know.what.it.izzzz!

Work, work, work.. All I do is work! Lol jk.. I think I've got a new pep in my step! I'm going to go to Hawaii! I just decided this past weekend & i feel like I'm on top of the world! Yay for new adventures!

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Day 1 -- Your favorite Song..

This one is really hard but I feel like, if you have a favorite song, you should probably know ALL of the lyrics, no? lol... sooo here it is:

My Petition by Jill Scott


You say you mean good for me
But you don't do it
You say you have a plan but you just don't go thru with it
You say you know the way to go
And I should follow
But all of your empty promises
Leave me hollow

And oh
How do I trust you
How do I love you
When you
Lie to me repeatedly
And oh
How do I have faith, in you
When you just don't come thru
Like you say you could

Oh, say can you see [2x]

You say that I'm wrong for
Stating my opinion to you
You say that I'm wrong and there'll be quiet consequences too
But I know my rights babe
There'll be no law abridging
The freedom of my speech
Or the right for me to petition for a remedy of grievances

And I want to trust you
I want to love yeah
But you lie to me repeatedly
And oh I want to have faith in you
But you just don't come thru
Like you said you could
Oh say can you see
Hmmm

I want fresh fruit, clean water,
Air that I don't see
I want the feeling of being safe on my streets
I want my children to be smarter than me
I want, I want to feel
I want to feel, I want to feel free
For real ya'll
I'm just telling you so you know
I want to, I want to have faith in you
I really do but you keep lying to me
It hurts
I believe, I believe you owe it me
Give it to me like you said you would
Hmmm
Oh say can you see
Hmmm
Oh say can you see
Oohh say can you see
Hmmm
By the dawn's early light


There it is:) If you have a chance, i suggest that you go & listen to it... i enjoy her songs mostly because they're deep & she's really soulful in whatever she's talking about.. i think i really loved this song mostly because it helped me get over a tough break-up soooo yeahhh.. lol it doesn't apply to anything right now bc my bf is sooo wonderful:) anywho, have a great day.. love yous! uuuuuuummmmaaaahhhhsssss... 


stay tuned for tomorrow's challenge blog... *hopefully*


byeee:)