Ok nveemmmm..

Lol I know, I know.. I said that Ben & I are going to get married but we met with the bishop again & I couldn't get it through my head! Sooooo we talked about it again & I think we're going to wait to get married in the temple! Idk.. With my trip out here, I've been feening for him more & more & idk if we can wait that long! So here I am, stewing thought, trying to decide what'll be better for us-to just get married now or to wait.. Hoiiiii.. Heaven help us! Haha..

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It's all outta the box now!

Sooooo I'm in Sin City.. (Vegas for those of u who aren't familiar with the terminology..) And I'm BORED OUTTA MY MIND!! my sister's car is down so we've been home pretty much all day.. She was saying we were gonna do so much when I got here but we haven't done much of anything:( I wanna come home! Besides that, I miss my bf.. It's almost been a year since we've been together! Crazy.. Anywho, I miss u girls! Work is ok out here.. Just different.. I come home, mentally tired everyday rather than physically.. Hopefully I'm not out here TOO long.. Luvs, hugs & thugs for life! <3 jazzy

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Hooray!!!

Sooooo Ben & I met with bishop yesterday.... We're going you get married! I know, I know.. My parents are going to be SUPER disappointed, but hey- we gotta do right by the Lord & it's too hard to stop.. We've tried again & again but the bishop said the best thing for us would just be to get married.. So the next time we meet with him, we have to give him a date! Any ideas?..

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Wowzers..

I didn't know that I hadn't written in almost a month before this last time I wrote & also forgot that I started a challenge aha sooooo this next one I'll start that up again.. Maybe it won't be 30 days like it says, but I'm going to get it done:) also, just to add, ben & I are going to get hitched! We're going to talk to bishop on Sunday & then talk to my parents probably.. Ugh, I know they're going to be super disappointed:( but I guess I need to be thinking more about our salvation than their approval.. Hoiiii just trying to make myself feel better before I throw up about how scared I am..

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U.know.what.it.izzzz!

Work, work, work.. All I do is work! Lol jk.. I think I've got a new pep in my step! I'm going to go to Hawaii! I just decided this past weekend & i feel like I'm on top of the world! Yay for new adventures!

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Day 1 -- Your favorite Song..

This one is really hard but I feel like, if you have a favorite song, you should probably know ALL of the lyrics, no? lol... sooo here it is:

My Petition by Jill Scott


You say you mean good for me
But you don't do it
You say you have a plan but you just don't go thru with it
You say you know the way to go
And I should follow
But all of your empty promises
Leave me hollow

And oh
How do I trust you
How do I love you
When you
Lie to me repeatedly
And oh
How do I have faith, in you
When you just don't come thru
Like you say you could

Oh, say can you see [2x]

You say that I'm wrong for
Stating my opinion to you
You say that I'm wrong and there'll be quiet consequences too
But I know my rights babe
There'll be no law abridging
The freedom of my speech
Or the right for me to petition for a remedy of grievances

And I want to trust you
I want to love yeah
But you lie to me repeatedly
And oh I want to have faith in you
But you just don't come thru
Like you said you could
Oh say can you see
Hmmm

I want fresh fruit, clean water,
Air that I don't see
I want the feeling of being safe on my streets
I want my children to be smarter than me
I want, I want to feel
I want to feel, I want to feel free
For real ya'll
I'm just telling you so you know
I want to, I want to have faith in you
I really do but you keep lying to me
It hurts
I believe, I believe you owe it me
Give it to me like you said you would
Hmmm
Oh say can you see
Hmmm
Oh say can you see
Oohh say can you see
Hmmm
By the dawn's early light


There it is:) If you have a chance, i suggest that you go & listen to it... i enjoy her songs mostly because they're deep & she's really soulful in whatever she's talking about.. i think i really loved this song mostly because it helped me get over a tough break-up soooo yeahhh.. lol it doesn't apply to anything right now bc my bf is sooo wonderful:) anywho, have a great day.. love yous! uuuuuuummmmaaaahhhhsssss... 


stay tuned for tomorrow's challenge blog... *hopefully*


byeee:)

30 Day Blog Challenge

Sooooo... i'm thinking about starting the 30-Day Blog Challenge.. here's one that i found online but i'm not sure if this is the one i want to do bc i know there's some different ones here & there... hmmmm... so here's the list... lmk what you think... i think i'll just start with the first one & see what i think.. if not, i'll just do the "whenever-i-feel-like-it" challenge.. that sounds even cooler:) 


**30-Day Blog Challenge**

Day 1 – your favorite song

Day 2 – your favorite movie

Day 3 – your favorite television program

Day 4 – your favorite book

Day 5 – your favorite quote

Day 6 – 20 of my favorite things

Day 7 – a photo that makes you happy

Day 8 – a photo that makes you angry/sad

Day 9 – a photo you took

Day 10 – a photo taken over 10 years ago of you

Day 11 – a photo of you recently

Day 12 – something you are OCD about

Day 13 – a fictional book

Day 14 – a non-fictional book

Day 15 – your dream house

Day 16 – a song that makes you cry (or nearly)

Day 17 – an art piece (drawing, sculpture, painting, etc)

Day 18 – my wedding/future wedding/past wedding

Day 19 – a talent of yours

Day 20 – a hobby of yours

Day 21 – a recipe

Day 22 – a website

Day 23 – a youtube video

Day 24 – where I live

Day 25 – your day, in great detail

Day 26 – your week, in great detail

Day 27 – my worst habit

Day 28 – whats in my handbag/purse

Day 29 – hopes,dreams and plans for the next 365 days

Day 30 – a dream for the future